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Life in Distortion: Surviving life with Bipolar and PTSD Disorders
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ISBN10: 170472595X
ISBN13: 9781704725956
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Nov 2 2019
Pages: 278
Weight: 0.83
Height: 0.63 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
ISBN13: 9781704725956
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Nov 2 2019
Pages: 278
Weight: 0.83
Height: 0.63 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
Sometimes the deepest scars are the ones no one can see.
Behind closed doors, one family struggled beneath the crushing weight of trauma, mental illness, addiction, violence, and heartbreak. As a child, Amber was forced to grow up far too quickly, navigating a world filled with fear, uncertainty, and emotional wounds that would last for decades.
Behind closed doors, one family struggled beneath the crushing weight of trauma, mental illness, addiction, violence, and heartbreak. As a child, Amber was forced to grow up far too quickly, navigating a world filled with fear, uncertainty, and emotional wounds that would last for decades.
This raw and deeply personal memoir takes readers through the darkest moments of the author's life-from abuse, gun-related incidents, and suicidal thoughts to living alongside loved ones battling undiagnosed mental illnesses. With honesty and courage, Amber shares what it was truly like growing up in a family where survival often came before healing.
Yet this is more than a story of pain.
It is a story of resilience.
Despite living with PTSD, Bipolar Disorder, PMDD, and other life-altering challenges, the author refused to let trauma define the future. Through determination, creativity, and hope, those experiences became the foundation for healing-and eventually the inspiration to help others through writing.
Powerful, emotional, and at times difficult to read, this true story offers a glimpse into the invisible battles millions of people face every day. It is written for anyone living with mental illness, anyone who has survived abuse or family trauma, and anyone searching for proof that healing is possible.
If this book helps even one person feel less alone, then every page was worth writing.
Please note: This memoir contains mature themes, strong language, abuse, suicidal ideation, domestic violence, and discussions of mental illness that may be difficult for some readers.
Yet this is more than a story of pain.
It is a story of resilience.
Despite living with PTSD, Bipolar Disorder, PMDD, and other life-altering challenges, the author refused to let trauma define the future. Through determination, creativity, and hope, those experiences became the foundation for healing-and eventually the inspiration to help others through writing.
Powerful, emotional, and at times difficult to read, this true story offers a glimpse into the invisible battles millions of people face every day. It is written for anyone living with mental illness, anyone who has survived abuse or family trauma, and anyone searching for proof that healing is possible.
If this book helps even one person feel less alone, then every page was worth writing.
Please note: This memoir contains mature themes, strong language, abuse, suicidal ideation, domestic violence, and discussions of mental illness that may be difficult for some readers.
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