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In My Mind I'm Standing Up: A History of Recantation and the Coerced Word
Paperback
AnthropologyGeneral SociologyGeneral World History
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: May 30 2026
Pages: 470
Weight: 1.19
Height: 1.05 Width: 5.50 Depth: 8.50
Language: English
In 1633 an old man knelt on a stone floor in Rome and swore that the earth stood still. He had spent his life proving otherwise, and he signed the words anyway, because he had seen what waited for those who refused. Recantation is the oldest instrument of frightened power, and it has never gone out of use.
In My Mind I'm Standing Up traces the forced confession across its long history: from Galileo before the Inquisition, to the conversos who knelt in church while keeping their own faith in secret, to Cranmer recanting and then holding his writing hand in the flame, to the Moscow defendants who confessed to crimes that never happened, to the writers and actors broken by the blacklist, to the children taught to denounce their parents at the kitchen table. Every case asks one question. What happens to a person who is made to say, in public and on the record, what they know to be false?
David Boles follows that question into territory most histories leave alone. The demand for a public recantation, he argues, works the same way whether the threat is the stake, the dock, the loyalty oath, or the silence of a family that will not speak. The names were almost always known already, which means the aim was submission rather than information. And the demand exposes the fear of the one who makes it, so that the louder and more total it grows, the weaker the power behind it.
This is a history of coerced speech and the private refusal that outlives it, written for readers who want to understand how authority compels public assent and why some people, against every incentive, withhold it. The earth went on moving. So did the men and women ordered to deny it. The distance between the word a person is forced to speak and the self that will not believe it is where this book lives, and that distance has rarely mattered more than it does today.
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