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The Return of Me: How I Got My Joy Back After Lies, Heartbreak, and Deceit
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ISBN13: 9798184733753
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Jun 28 2026
Pages: 110
Weight: 0.35
Height: 0.23 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Jun 28 2026
Pages: 110
Weight: 0.35
Height: 0.23 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
THE RETURN OF ME: How I Got My Joy Back After Lies, Heartbreak, and Deceit What happens when a woman loses herself trying to hold everything together?
What happens when joy slips away quietly, piece by piece, until she no longer recognizes the woman in the mirror? The Return of Me is the raw, unfiltered, spiritually charged journey of a woman who survived heartbreak, betrayal, emotional exhaustion, and the slow erosion of her identity - only to discover that God was waiting to rebuild her from the inside out. Mattie Hubbard Donald writes with prophetic honesty and soul-deep clarity as she walks readers through: - the day her joy slipped away
What happens when joy slips away quietly, piece by piece, until she no longer recognizes the woman in the mirror? The Return of Me is the raw, unfiltered, spiritually charged journey of a woman who survived heartbreak, betrayal, emotional exhaustion, and the slow erosion of her identity - only to discover that God was waiting to rebuild her from the inside out. Mattie Hubbard Donald writes with prophetic honesty and soul-deep clarity as she walks readers through: - the day her joy slipped away
- the woman she became while trying to survive
- the lies that tried to define her
- the boundaries that made people uncomfortable
- the God who met her in the middle of her mess
- the moment she learned to love herself again
- the calling to help other women rise This book is not a memoir - it is a mirror, a map, a ministry, and a movement.
It is for the woman who is tired of pretending.
The woman who is tired of being strong.
The woman who is tired of losing herself in love, marriage, expectations, or survival. If you've ever whispered, Lord, I'm tired, this book is your confirmation that God heard you. If you've ever wondered whether joy can return after deep disappointment, this book is your answer. If you've ever felt forgotten, unseen, or unworthy, this book is your reminder that God still calls you by name. Your dry bones are not dead - they are waiting for breath.
Your joy is not gone - it is waiting to rise.
Your identity is not lost - it is waiting to return. This is your invitation to rise.
This is your permission to return.
This is your moment to reclaim YOU. For deeper reflection, explore: - identity
- healing
- boundaries
- joy
- the lies that tried to define her
- the boundaries that made people uncomfortable
- the God who met her in the middle of her mess
- the moment she learned to love herself again
- the calling to help other women rise This book is not a memoir - it is a mirror, a map, a ministry, and a movement.
It is for the woman who is tired of pretending.
The woman who is tired of being strong.
The woman who is tired of losing herself in love, marriage, expectations, or survival. If you've ever whispered, Lord, I'm tired, this book is your confirmation that God heard you. If you've ever wondered whether joy can return after deep disappointment, this book is your answer. If you've ever felt forgotten, unseen, or unworthy, this book is your reminder that God still calls you by name. Your dry bones are not dead - they are waiting for breath.
Your joy is not gone - it is waiting to rise.
Your identity is not lost - it is waiting to return. This is your invitation to rise.
This is your permission to return.
This is your moment to reclaim YOU. For deeper reflection, explore: - identity
- healing
- boundaries
- joy
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