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The Little Girl That Went To The Wrong Church: How God Used Church Hurt, Deception, and Deliverance to Lead Me Back to Christ
Paperback
Religion General Christian Living
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Jul 17 2026
Pages: 270
Weight: 0.80
Height: 0.57 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
She was grown - a mother, a wife, a leader - yet still God's little girl on the inside. Tender. Trusting. Reaching for God during one of the hardest seasons of her life. And that's when she walked into the wrong church.
A church that performed truth instead of teaching it. A church that weaponized Scripture instead of honoring it. A church that demanded loyalty instead of cultivating love. A church so spiritually toxic that it ran her son off.
She didn't just walk out with church hurt - she walked out with hypervigilance.
Hypervigilance made her verify everything with Scripture. Hypervigilance made her question every motive. Hypervigilance made her test every spirit. Hypervigilance made her protect her heart like never before.
Not because she didn't trust God - but because people used God's name to violate her trust.
This book is her testimony. Her healing. Her awakening. Her clarity. Her deliverance. Her rise.
The Little Girl & The Hypervigilance is a raw, honest, spiritually intelligent journey through church hurt, emotional trauma, and the rebuilding of discernment after spiritual manipulation. It is for every believer who has ever trusted the wrong people, sat under the wrong leadership, or stayed in the wrong church because they were searching for God in a season of vulnerability.
Inside these pages, you will discover:
How spiritual manipulation distorts your identity
Why hypervigilance forms after church hurt
How to verify teaching with Scripture
How to rebuild trust safely
How to recognize red flags in leadership
How to heal without losing your discernment
How to walk boldly into a new church with wisdom
How God restores His little girl - even in adulthood
This book is not about bitterness. It is about clarity. It is not about fear. It is about freedom. It is not about brokenness. It is about becoming whole.
If you've ever been spiritually wounded, emotionally drained, or manipulated in the name of God, this book will speak directly to your spirit. It will validate your pain, strengthen your discernment, and guide you into the healing God intended all along.
You are not crazy. You are not too guarded. You are not dramatic. You are not paranoid.
You are recovering from something that tried to destroy your spirit. And you will rise - just like she did.
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