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I Am Not Toxic
Paperback
Mystery & ThrillerGeneral Fiction
Publisher: ABS
Published: Dec 1 2025
Pages: 226
Weight: 0.59
Height: 0.52 Width: 5.50 Depth: 8.50
Language: English
Some truths whisper. Ana had to scream.
Ana has spent her life moving quietly-tiptoeing through hallways, softening her presence, trying not to disturb a world that never truly saw her. At school, she's the girl who apologizes too quickly. At home, she's the daughter who slips through the noise unnoticed. And everywhere she goes, one word follows her unfairly:
Toxic.
But Ana isn't toxic.
She's terrified.
Her fear was born years ago, in the home next door-where Duke, a drunk, a predator, an unrepentant child abuser, stole her safety and shattered her childhood. His shadow never left her life. His voice never stopped haunting her.
Ana carries that trauma alone... until kindness finally finds her.
Olivia, her most sincere friend, stands by her with relentless loyalty. She sees Ana's trembling quiet for what it truly is-a cry for help, not a flaw.
Dr. Lucy, a renowned psychologist with a gentle touch and a voice like calm water, opens a safe space where Ana finally breathes again. Dr. Thais, steady and compassionate, joins her treatment, helping her untangle wounds buried far too long.
And then there is Win, a small bulldog whose warm, unconditional love becomes the anchor she never knew she desperately needed.
But even with support, healing isn't simple. Ana's family-a stressed mother, a distracted father, and siblings who misunderstand her pain-adds another layer of heartbreak. Their dismissal isn't cruelty, but blindness. And that blindness pushes Ana deeper into silence.
Only her grandmother, 70-year-old Florence, confined to a wheelchair but guided by fierce intuition, senses the truth. Her whispered prayers for Ana become a quiet shield when no one else knows she's breaking.
Through the chaos, Liam steps into Ana's life like a soft sunrise-steady, observant, unwilling to let her shrink into the background. Together with Olivia and Win, he becomes part of the fragile safety she never had.
Yet trauma never stays buried.
And courage often demands a price no one should ever pay.
As buried truths rise and the town slowly uncovers what Ana endured, guilt ripples through classrooms, through homes, through every adult who once walked past her without listening. Old patterns crack. Old lies fall apart. A community that dismissed her must now face the monster it ignored-and the girl it labeled without understanding.
When Ana finally finds her voice, her last written words become a movement meant to protect every child who has ever been unheard:
I am not toxic.
Moving, raw, and profoundly human, I Am Not Toxic is a story of survival, friendship, justice, the power of compassionate adults, and the unbreakable love of a dog who held a broken girl together.
Perfect for readers of A Man Called Ove, The Fault in Our Stars, Eleanor Oliphant Is Completely Fine, and emotionally charged contemporary fiction, this book offers both heartbreak and healing in equal measure. A novel for anyone who has ever felt misunderstood.
For anyone who needed a voice.
For anyone who knows that courage begins with truth-no matter how softly it trembles.
Ana's story is fiction. Her message is not. And after reading, you will not forget it.
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