Sign-In
Cart
A Cost To Belong
Paperback
Mystery & ThrillerGeneral Fiction
Currently unavailable to order
Please enter your email and a message will be sent to you when this product becomes available on our website.
Publisher: True American Publishing
Pages: 518
Weight: 1.31
Height: 1.15 Width: 5.50 Depth: 8.50
Language: English
Alex Wilder, a 15-year-old star athlete and student at Millcreek High School, feels trapped in a mundane life. Yearning for recognition and excitement, he becomes intrigued by a crew of petty criminals led by Chris Mork, a charismatic 17-year-old. Drawn in by the allure of power and respect, Alex begins to distance himself from his girlfriend Stacie and his loyal best friend William. Despite initial repulsion, he joins the crew in their minor acts of vandalism and theft, rationalizing it as harmless fun. His involvement escalates as he seeks the thrill of his new life, causing friction with his family, especially his father, a police officer who sees the warning signs. Stacie and William voice their concerns, but Alex is convinced he is in control and dismisses their worries.
As the crew's activities intensify to shoplifting and petty drug deals, Alex finds himself in deeper than he intended. William, who initially followed Alex into the crew, becomes increasingly uncomfortable with the violence and danger. He wants out, but Alex, fearing the loss of his newfound status, is unwilling to leave. The divide between them grows, and after a heated argument with his father, Alex decides to run away. Manipulated by Chris, he convinces William to join him, and they take refuge in an abandoned house set for demolition. Life in the squalid house exposes the grim reality of their situation. Alex starts using meth, becoming more withdrawn and aggressive, while William becomes disillusioned with the life they have chosen. The tension between the friends and Chris escalates, with Chris viewing William as a liability.
Chris plans a more serious crime-boosting a car-and when William refuses to participate, the situation explodes. In a fit of rage, Chris shoots and kills William, leaving Alex in shock. Confronted with the brutal reality of his choices, Alex is consumed by guilt and grief. The police are called, and Chris is arrested, but Alex is left to face the devastating consequences of his actions. During the police interview, Alex realizes the truth in his father's warnings and feels responsible for his best friend's death. Haunted by guilt, he withdraws from everyone, including Stacie, who is heartbroken by the path he has taken. Alex sinks into despair, believing he has destroyed his relationships and disappointed those who cared about him.
Margaret Lopez, a caring teacher, reaches out to Alex, offering support and a path back to normalcy. Slowly, Alex begins to accept responsibility for his actions and seeks redemption. He has an honest conversation with his father, acknowledging his mistakes and the pain he has caused. Their relationship starts to heal, and Alex realizes that the respect he sought was based on fear and manipulation. He learns the true meaning of loyalty and the high price of chasing popularity. Determined to rebuild his life, Alex returns to school and attends therapy, working to make amends for his past actions. Though he finds a glimmer of hope, he knows he can never fully forgive himself for William's death. The story ends with Alex's resolve to use his experience to help others avoid the same mistakes, living with the knowledge that he was responsible for his friend's tragic end.
Also from
Leslie, Brian
Where's Riley: A Story of Friendship and Caring for Others. Based on Characters from "The Policeman and the Peacock" Book Series
Leslie, Brian
Millard, David
Paperback
Also in
Mystery & Thriller
The Underworld U.S.A. Trilogy, Volume I: American Tabloid, the Cold Six Thousand; Introduction by Thomas Mallon
Ellroy, James
Hardcover
Coffin Road: An Utterly Gripping Crime Thriller from the Author of the China Thrillers
May, Peter
Paperback
Sabine's Notebook: In Which the Extraordinary Correspondence of Griffin & Sabine Continues
Bantock, Nick
Hardcover
The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo (Movie Tie-In Edition): Book 1 of the Millennium Trilogy
Larsson, Stieg
Paperback
The Golden Mean: In Which the Extraordinary Correspondence of Griffin & Sabine Concludes
Bantock, Nick
Hardcover
Big Little Truths: Reese's Book Club: A Novel: The Sequel to Big Little Lies
Moriarty, Liane
Hardcover
The Pirate Queen: A Novel from the New York Times Bestselling Author of the Frozen River
Lawhon, Ariel
Hardcover