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Choosing Desire as Home: Love and Courage Rewrote Her Story
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ISBN13: 9798195726676
Publisher: Independently Published
Pages: 232
Weight: 0.51
Height: 0.53 Width: 5.00 Depth: 8.00
Language: English
Publisher: Independently Published
Pages: 232
Weight: 0.51
Height: 0.53 Width: 5.00 Depth: 8.00
Language: English
She had built a perfect life. She just didn't know she had disappeared inside it.
Dr Liora Okoye is forty-eight, accomplished, and by every external measure, successful. She is a Chief Operating Officer, a devoted mother of three, a wife of twenty-five years, and the kind of woman who holds everything together so seamlessly that nobody thinks to ask whether she is all right. But the twins have left for university, and the house has gone quiet in a way that feels personal. And in the silence, a question Liora has been outrunning for years finally catches up with her: who am I when I am not needed?
Dr Liora Okoye is forty-eight, accomplished, and by every external measure, successful. She is a Chief Operating Officer, a devoted mother of three, a wife of twenty-five years, and the kind of woman who holds everything together so seamlessly that nobody thinks to ask whether she is all right. But the twins have left for university, and the house has gone quiet in a way that feels personal. And in the silence, a question Liora has been outrunning for years finally catches up with her: who am I when I am not needed?
When the truth about her marriage proves more devastating than she imagined, Liora does the one thing nobody expects. She books a one-way ticket to Florence. What begins as an escape becomes something far more profound. Away from the roles and expectations that have defined her for decades, Liora begins the slow, necessary work of finding her way back to herself. She is not entirely alone in this. Aisha - her closest friend, the woman who has been pouring wine and telling hard truths for over two decades - is only ever a phone call away, reminding Liora that the most sustaining relationships of midlife are sometimes not the ones you married into, but the ones that have simply refused to let you disappear. And in a quiet atelier in the hills outside Florence, she meets Elio - a textile restorer, unhurried and certain, a man whose steady attention awakens something in Liora she had quietly declared finished. He does not ask her to be less. He does not need her to perform. He simply sees her, and in being seen, desire stirs again - warm, insistent, and entirely inconvenient. What grows between them is tender, deep, complicated, and entirely real. But Liora is still married, her children are hurting, her family is watching, and Lagos has opinions about women who choose themselves. Choosing Desire as Home moves between Lagos and Florence, between duty and longing, between the woman Liora was trained to be and the woman she is finally becoming. It is a novel about the particular courage required to want something for yourself after a lifetime of wanting things for everyone else. About the slow erosion of a woman inside a marriage that looked perfect from the outside. About betrayal and dignity, about mothers and daughters, about the friendships that hold us together when everything else is falling apart. It is also, at its heart, a love story. Not the breathless love of youth, but something richer and more hard-won - the love of two people who have both known loss, both chosen solitude over compromise, and who find in each other not rescue, but recognition. Liora's journey is not a blueprint. This is not a novel that suggests every unhappy marriage should end, or that Italy is the answer, or that desire is always wise. What it argues, quietly and with great tenderness, is that a woman who chooses herself is not abandoning the people she loves. She is, finally, becoming someone capable of loving them properly. Written with warmth and sharp precision, this book is for the woman who has performed contentment so convincingly she has begun to believe her own performance. For the woman sitting across the table from someone and feeling completely alone. For the woman who has folded her own desires away somewhere sensible and told herself she is past the age of wanting.
She is not.
This book is for every woman who has ever needed permission to begin again - and for those who are learning, slowly and bravely, to give it to themselves.
A sweeping, tender debut novel. Unforgettable characters. A story that will stay with you long after the last page
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