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The Words We Never Plan To Say
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ISBN10: 1967965102
ISBN13: 9781967965106
Publisher: Leanne Alyse
Published: Dec 31 2025
Pages: 44
Weight: 0.09
Height: 0.11 Width: 4.25 Depth: 7.00
Language: English
ISBN13: 9781967965106
Publisher: Leanne Alyse
Published: Dec 31 2025
Pages: 44
Weight: 0.09
Height: 0.11 Width: 4.25 Depth: 7.00
Language: English
I am choosing to forgo a description in favor of instead giving you the trigger warning. This book is an approximation of the night I was SAed. Reader discretion is advised. This is not a one hundred percent accurate retelling of events. This was written to be a cathartic experience for me as a survivor and while I'm choosing to share it with you I am asking that you keep that in mind as you open these pages. I felt it was important to share my story because SA looks different for everyone and I think a lot of people forget that. To all the other survivors out there, I see you and I believe you.
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