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Stillness and Survival: A Life Between Trauma, Glitter, and the Echo of My Own Voice
Paperback
Publisher: Jpride Entertainment
Published: Jan 5 2026
Pages: 252
Weight: 0.63
Height: 0.53 Width: 5.50 Depth: 8.25
Language: English
A luminous, powerfully-written homage to the liberating verve of gay culture.
- Kirkus Reviews
Kirkus verdict: GET ITSome stories don't need exaggeration. Just honesty. Stillness and Survival by Jacob Anthony Rose is a raw memoir about trauma, drag as survival, chosen family, and learning that love was never something to earn. A powerful, deeply human read.A raw, luminous memoir of resilience that transforms pain into power. -Kathryn Dare, San Francisco Book Review
Behind-the-scenes glimpses into the life of a drag performer punctuate the darkness of Rose's trauma with buoyancy and hope. -BookLife Reviews
I was a quiet boy with loud dreams. But dreams don't grow well in a house full of fear.
As a gay child in a home where silence meant survival, I learned to vanish. For years, I kept my voice hidden - not just from the world, but from myself.
Then came music. Drag. Glitter. Applause.
And, for a time, freedom. Onstage, I could be someone bigger than the pain. For twenty years, I sang and performed my way into pieces of joy I never thought I'd know.
But trauma has its own rhythm.
In the quiet of the covid years, the past came roaring back. I lost my voice again - this time to adulthood pain, depression, and the unhealed echoes of my childhood. Stillness and Survival is a story of silence and expression, queerness and survival, collapse and return. It is about finding your own voice - again and again - even when the world tries to take it away.
This is not just a memoir.
It's a reclaiming.
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