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Scratched: A Memoir of Perfectionism
Paperback
Biographies GeneralAddiction & RecoveryGeneral Parenting
ISBN13: 9780062410399
Publisher: Harper Perennial
Published: Feb 23 2021
Pages: 240
Weight: 0.40
Height: 0.80 Width: 5.20 Depth: 7.90
Language: English
Reading Scratched gave me the feeling of standing very close to a blazing fire. It is that brilliant, that intense, and one of the finest explorations I know of what it means to be a woman and an artist.--Sigrid Nunez, author of The Friend and Winner of the National Book Award for Fiction
In this bold and brilliant memoir, the acclaimed author of the novel Museum Pieces and the collection Mendocino Fire explores the ferocious desire for perfection which has shaped her writing life as well as her rich, dramatic, and constantly surprising personal life.
In the decade between age twenty-seven and thirty-seven, Elizabeth Tallent published five literary books with Knopf, her short stories appeared in The New Yorker, and she secured a coveted teaching job at Stanford University. But this extraordinary start to her career was followed by twenty-two years of silence. She wrote --or rather published-- nothing at all. Why? Scratched is the remarkable response to that question.
Elizabeth's story begins in a hospital in mid-1950s suburban Washington, D.C., when her mother refuses to hold her newborn daughter, shocking behavior that baffles the nurses. Imagining her mother's perfectionist ideal at this critical moment, Elizabeth moves back and forth in time, juxtaposing moments in the past with the present in this innovative and spellbinding narrative.
She traces her journey from her early years in which she perceived herself as the child whose flaws let disaster into an otherwise perfect family, to her adulthood, when perfectionism came to affect everything. As she toggles between teaching at Stanford in Palo Alto and the Mendocino coast where she lives, raises her son Gabriel, and pursues an important psychoanalysis, Elizabeth grapples with the ferocious desire for perfection which has shaped her personal life and writing life. Eventually, she finds love and acceptance in the most unlikely place, and finally accepts an as is relationship with herself and others.
Her final triumph is the writing of this extraordinary memoir, filled with wit, humor, and heart--a brave book that repeatedly searches for the emotional truth beneath the conventional surface of existence.
Twenty-two years of silence. One extraordinary memoir that breaks it.
- Perfectionism: A raw exploration of how the desire for perfection can silence a writer for twenty-two years, and the difficult work of finding an as is relationship with oneself.
- A Writer's Life: From publishing in The New Yorker and teaching at Stanford to a two-decade silence, this is a rare look inside the life of a gifted writer grappling with her own talent.
- Family Dynamics: The story begins with a shocking moment: a mother who refuses to hold her newborn daughter, setting the stage for a lifetime of seeking emotional truth.
- Writer's Block: Tallent answers the question that followed her career: Why the silence? Discover the psychological roots of a creative paralysis and the brave triumph of writing through it.
- Self-Acceptance: A story of psychoanalysis and self-examination that leads to finding love and accepting an imperfect self.
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