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Not Yet Whole: a catholic reckoning with sexual compulsion, shame, and the god who stays
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Publisher: Independently Published
Pages: 138
Weight: 0.39
Height: 0.35 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
Not Yet Whole is the book Marian Crossley spent years searching for and could never find - an unflinchingly honest account of how an ordinary, seemingly harmless habit quietly became a compulsion that reshaped how she saw others, disrupted her sleep, and left her feeling spiritually adrift. It is also the story of what brought her back: a priest who never once flinched, a therapist who gave her language for what she couldn't explain, and a God who - through every relapse, every silence, every hard confession - simply stayed.
If you've ever wondered whether your faith has anything real to say to your darkest struggle, this book will meet you exactly where you are - and remind you that you were never carrying it alone.
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