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A Life Not Worth Living: What Combat, Courage, and Fatherhood Taught Me About Finding Inner Peace
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Publisher Price: $16.99
ISBN13: 9781971949482
Publisher: Peaceful Profits
Published: Jun 23 2026
Pages: 318
Weight: 0.81
Height: 0.67 Width: 5.50 Depth: 8.50
Language: English
This book tells the story of how I learned my life had value.
It begins in Placerville, California, with a restless kid who lost his mother young and never felt fully settled at home. At fifteen, the Navy gave me a path before I had the maturity to understand what I was stepping into. What followed was a twenty-one-year career shaped by engine rooms, war zones, dive lockers, salvage ships, deep-water operations, and the hard discipline of becoming a Master Diver.
Along the way, I stepped into many roles: recruit, Machinist Mate, engineer, diver, instructor, supervisor, ship driver, consultant, businessman, sailor. But the role that changed me most was father. Curtis made life bigger than my own ambition. Breezy, born with spina bifida, taught me how to adapt the world instead of shrinking her place inside it.
This is a story of pride and regret, humor and shame, fear and calm, achievement and loss. It is about carrying bodies after an attack, trusting my own voice to save a diver, earning the right to lead, losing the structure of the uniform, and learning that medals, rank, money, and titles cannot tell a man what he is worth.
I did not stop loving risk. I still sail, dive, fly, travel, and choose hard things. What changed is why I choose them.
This is not a book about becoming fearless. It is about preparing well, paying attention, stepping in when it counts, and refusing to make life smaller before you have even tried to live it.
If you have ever felt restless, behind, afraid, or unsure of your own worth, this book is an invitation to stop standing at the edge of your life.
Dive in.
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