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In the Shadows of Grace: A Memoir of Awakening, Demons, and the Pursuit of Truth
Paperback
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Jan 26 2026
Pages: 260
Weight: 0.78
Height: 0.55 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
In the dark, Calvin never believed in anything he couldn't touch-especially not God, angels, or the dead.
Then a murdered woman he'd never met sent him a fax.
In the Shadows of Grace is the true story of a hardened skeptic, a haunted family, and the quiet conspiracy of events that refused to let him stay asleep. One night in 1995, an encounter with a figure Calvin will only ever call Pitchfork Man leaves him clawed down the back and begging the darkness to leave him alone. A decade later, as his marriage frays and his faith in anything good evaporates, the spirits return-with messages, impossible coincidences, and a dangerous invitation to step into a role he never asked for.
As a creative director in a small-city ad agency, Calvin is paid to tell other people's stories, not to believe that a dead woman might be rewriting his. Yet when Ellis, a young runner brutally murdered in another country, begins to reach across the veil through her best friend Elizabeth, Calvin is drawn into a world where blue light bleeds through bedroom walls, children dream of sharp-toothed visitors, and the line between mental breakdown and spiritual awakening gets terrifyingly thin.
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