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I'm Forgiven! Now What?: Ministerial Integrity and the Hard Road to Restoration
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ISBN13: 9798247426073
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Feb 8 2026
Pages: 72
Weight: 0.24
Height: 0.15 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Feb 8 2026
Pages: 72
Weight: 0.24
Height: 0.15 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
A Raw Confession, Behavioral Blueprint, and Ethical Guide for Rebuilding After the Fall
In the shadows of the pulpit, where the light of God's grace meets the darkness of human failure, lies the raw truth of ministerial life. For 35 years, I've preached the Gospel, planted churches, and built communities from the Gulf Coast to the streets of Harlem. As a former police lieutenant with 25 years in law enforcement, I've chased justice in courtrooms and on the beat. But behind the badge and the Bible, I carried secrets that nearly destroyed everything God entrusted to me. This book is not a sermon from a clean collar-it's a confession from a man with dirt on his hands and blood on his past.
In the shadows of the pulpit, where the light of God's grace meets the darkness of human failure, lies the raw truth of ministerial life. For 35 years, I've preached the Gospel, planted churches, and built communities from the Gulf Coast to the streets of Harlem. As a former police lieutenant with 25 years in law enforcement, I've chased justice in courtrooms and on the beat. But behind the badge and the Bible, I carried secrets that nearly destroyed everything God entrusted to me. This book is not a sermon from a clean collar-it's a confession from a man with dirt on his hands and blood on his past.
I'm Forgiven! Now What? is the follow up book to Unfaithful, But Forgiven! both books were born from my own wreckage: 16 years married, 5 children across 4 different mothers. It's a hard road map for leaders who've fallen, institutions complicit in cover-ups, and families shattered by betrayal. Drawing from Scripture, clinical insights, and my painful journey, this book bridges the Samson Paradox gifted but guilty-to a legacy of integrity.
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