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If Only
Paperback
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Feb 1 2026
Pages: 86
Weight: 0.28
Height: 0.21 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
How can a man be so visible, yet completely unseen?
On a bustling Friday night at McNally's Bar, Michael Harrison sits in a crowded corner for five hours. He isn't waiting for a friend or watching the game. He is quietly saying goodbye. As the laughter of strangers fills the air, Michael slowly consumes a lethal cocktail of pills, a desperate act of finality committed in plain sight of a world that has stopped looking.
If Only is a raw, heart-wrenching journey through the silent corridors of depression and the devastating ripple effects of isolation. From the chilling stillness of that final night to the frantic 'morning after' where loved ones must face the signs they missed, Michael's story is a powerful exploration of the thin line between being lost and being found.
Tragic, redemptive, and profoundly moving, this novel is more than a story-it is a wake-up call to a society that has forgotten how to truly see one another. It is a reminder that even in our darkest moments, connection is the antidote to despair, and it is never too late to reach out.
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