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I Still Have Allah: 100 Reminders To Let Go Of Someone Who Wasn't Written For You
Paperback
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Sep 8 2026
Pages: 148
Weight: 0.46
Height: 0.32 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
That is usually how it goes. The first few weeks people ask how you are, and then they stop asking, and you let them stop, because the honest answer had started to sound dramatic even to you.
So you carry it privately now. You function. You are good at this.
And every so often it arrives in full, usually late, usually when there is nobody to perform for.
I should tell you what this book is not.
It is not going to fix you in a weekend. It will not tell you it was for the best, or that everything happens for a reason, or any of the other things people say when they want the conversation to end.
It also will not tell you to be grateful. You already are. That was never the problem.
The problem is that your mind understood months ago and your heart is still standing in the room, and nobody has explained to you why those two live so far apart.
So here is what it actually is.A hundred pages. One reminder on each. You open one, you read for ninety seconds, and something that was pressing on your chest moves slightly to the left.
That is the whole promise. It is a small promise and it is a true one.
You can start anywhere. Page sixty on a Tuesday, page four at three in the morning. There is no order to fall behind on.
Every ayah and every hadith is referenced at the back, so you can check every single one. Check them. I would rather you found a mistake than trusted me.
A word about who this is for.It never asks what you lost.
A parent. A child you never got to hold. The health you assumed you had. The work you built your name on, gone in one meeting. A friend of twenty years who simply stopped replying. A home, a country, a marriage, a future you had already furnished in your head.
The heart does not sort losses into categories. It only knows that something it was leaning on is no longer there.
So the pages do not ask. They speak to the part of you that is doing the carrying, whatever it is carrying.
You are not the only one holding something quietly. There are far more of you than any of you realise.
If it would help someone you love, the paperback travels well. People tend to buy the second copy before they have finished the first.
And if these words find you, there is more coming. Follow N. Karim on Amazon and you will not have to look for it.
You did not lose everything. Open any page and start there.Also in
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