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Habibi Means Beloved: A Queer Memoir on War, Stuttering, and Belonging
Paperback
ISBN13: 9781647692926
Publisher: University of Utah Press
Published: Oct 23 2026
Pages: 296
Weight: 0.90
Height: 0.68 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
A memoir of exile, love, and the search for home
Born into a Muslim family from a small Lebanese village, Moudi Sbeity came of age at the intersection of war, displacement, and difference. Queer, with a stutter, and often on the margins of belonging, Sbeity survived the conflicts that fractured their homeland and family before arriving in Utah as an eighteen-year-old evacuee.
From there, Sbeity transformed anonymity into advocacy as plaintiff in Kitchen v. Herbert, the landmark case that secured marriage equality across the 10th Circuit, and as founder of the celebrated Salt Lake City queer-friendly restaurant Laziz Kitchen. Yet behind these outward triumphs, Sbeity felt an inner call to return to their roots through writing and poetry. Habibi Means Beloved interweaves personal narrative, Sufi mysticism, and Lebanese heritage in a memoir of resilience, disconnection, and reconciliation. Both intimate and universal, it invites readers to reimagine belonging and recognize ourselves--and one another--as already beloved.
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