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Before I knew Why
Paperback
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Jun 24 2025
Pages: 104
Weight: 0.33
Height: 0.22 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
Before I Knew Why is a tender, nostalgic journey through the eyes of a child who was quietly growing, observing, and feeling long before she could name the reasons why. In this collection of 35 free-flow poems, Jirah Aryn captures the raw beauty of childhood - the laughter, the longing, the questions we dared not ask, and the love that lingered in the smallest gestures.
Each poem is a memory revisited: playing alone under the sun, wrestling with brothers, waiting for a mother to come, or reading under a father's stern but loving gaze. Woven with themes of family, faith, innocence, and self-discovery, the poems invite readers to return to their own beginnings - when a scraped knee meant the world, and hope was more than just a name.
This book is not just a reflection, but a conversation between the past and the present - one that embraces both the joy and ache of growing up. For anyone who has ever looked back and whispered, Now I understand, Before I Knew Why is a gentle reminder: we lived, even before we knew why.
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