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The Bishop's Baby Mama: Twenty years apart. Two children. One man. One truth too powerful to stay silent."
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Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Jul 5 2025
Pages: 62
Weight: 0.28
Height: 0.16 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
I never imagined I would write a book - yet here I am, sitting with nothing but my thoughts and emotions, without the proper emotional support, screaming on the inside. How could I have been scammed not once, but twice by the same pastor? Over 20 years apart, this man - a Bishop, a supposed man of God - deceived me again.
This is more than just my story. It's a raw, unfiltered walk through the state of the modern church and the ways spiritual authority can be weaponized. It's about misplaced trust, shattered faith, and the toll it takes on your sense of self, your relationships, your beliefs in marriage and sacred covenants.
As I write these words, I'm seven months pregnant - again carrying the child of a man who was supposed to lead with integrity and love. My trust in humanity has been shaken, my faith in the church forever changed.
But this is my truth. This is my voice. This is my story.
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