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Awake
Paperback
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Apr 13 2026
Pages: 174
Weight: 0.53
Height: 0.37 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
Awake
Five years into their marriage, Clara Vale tells her husband a truth that changes everything.
Before their life together, and sometimes during it, Clara moved through a hidden world of private rooms, masks, rituals, and carefully managed permission. Julian expects confession, temptation, maybe betrayal. What he finds instead is something far more unsettling: a secret system shaped by class, discretion, and the elegant control of other people's desires.
At the center of it all is Bell Grant, a dead costumier whose influence did not end with her life. Through ledgers, hidden pockets, legal codicils, and instructions prepared years in advance, Bell continues to direct the living from beyond the grave.
As old records surface and pressure closes in, Clara and Julian are forced to confront what truth will cost them, whether love can survive exposure, and whether an ordinary life chosen in full daylight is refuge, surrender, or the hardest freedom of all.
Set in late-1990s London and the English countryside, Awake is a dark psychological novel of secrecy, desire, marriage, and power.
If you want a slightly more commercial version, I'd use this instead:
Five years into their marriage, Clara Vale tells her husband a truth that shatters the life they have built.
Before their wedding, and sometimes during the marriage, Clara moved through a hidden network of private rooms, masks, rituals, and carefully managed permission. What begins as a confession draws Julian into a world where desire is regulated like a business, silence is purchased, and beauty hides control.
Then Bell Grant, a dead costumier with a genius for documentation, begins to shape events from beyond the grave through ledgers, letters, hidden pockets, and legal traps set long before her death. As the truth about Clara's past and the house that governed it comes to light, Clara and Julian must decide whether their marriage can survive exposure, and whether a life lived openly might be more dangerous than secrecy itself.
Awake is a dark psychological novel set in late-1990s London, perfect for readers drawn to marriage under pressure, secret institutions, and emotionally charged literary suspense.
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