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ALL There is Is NOW
Paperback
Publisher: Independently Published
Published: Apr 7 2026
Pages: 52
Weight: 0.18
Height: 0.11 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
What happens when life takes everything?
Not once. Twice.
All There Is Is Now is the true story of Cameron R. Cross - a man who lost the love of his life to cancer, then lost his father, then lost everything he thought he was. What followed was 7,000 miles of road, silence, grief, vodka, mountains, and the slow cracking open of a consciousness that could not go back to sleep.
This is not a self-help book. It is not a memoir. It is a transmission - raw, unfiltered, written in real time from hotel rooms and mountain campsites and the front seat of a truck at 2am. It is poetry and prose woven together the way grief and joy actually feel - tangled, simultaneous, impossible to separate.
Inside these pages you will find a man rebuilding himself from the ground up. Asking the questions most people are afraid to ask out loud. And arriving - not at answers - but at something deeper.
The understanding that All There Is Is Now.
If you are in the middle of your own unraveling - if the world doesn't feel real, if you've lost someone or something that was half of you - this book was written for you. Not to fix you. To remind you that you are not alone. That the flicker you feel in the dark is real. And that on the other side of the fire is the most alive version of yourself you have ever known.
You are not a human having a spiritual experience. You are a soul having a human experience. Read that again.
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